Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Circles and more circles.

It must be that time of year when the winter depression starts in. That time of the year when life doesnt really have a point and you're tired every single day. And I just tried for approximately 15 seconds to pause my cable show instead of pressing mute. That kind of time. It seems like things are going in neverending circle, walking in place. I have been extremely single for over a year and a half now and it's getting old to say the least. I've been at OCC for two years this semester taking classes and doing work that seems to be just an extension of ERHS. It's like some kind of sick purgatory. Nothing is moving.
At the same time, things are going so unbelievably fast that it's mind blowing. I have two more years of college left. Period. I'll (hopefully) be preparing to finish school and teach a class in two years. Mindblowing.
So, with the new year starting up, I've decided to not make just a resolution, but to get things moving if I have to push them myself. Today I finished the weight loss chart today for Heather and I. We are starting next monday, and I can't wait. I've been doing some observation hours at the high school for my teaching class, which makes the fact that I'll be a teacher soon very surreal.
Growing up is one of the strangest things I've ever done.

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